Decibel Breaker

My legs are going to either leave me or just give up the way the bombardment is happening is super critical as i get to faint at times ..not faint but can see colors and birds flying ... or else i keep on shouting SWAMIJI X infinity  no of times and gosshh... it pains it pains a lot i lose my legs after that exercise..

Since yesterday a new schedule came into place and that's morning exercises and evening massage done by SWAMIJI himself and guys trust me he plays guitar with my nerves and even thats killer.. i was about to bite of Bachan yesterday as even was assisting SWAMIJI with the same..

I am sure he had made a point that i run on my birthday and i am happy with the same except the pain factor as it pains like hell... According to SWAMIJI the logic of the pain in re awakening of the dead tissues fibres n cells..
Today was the second day of the leggy pain and i am sure it will be there for 3 more days and then it will be gone and i hope by saturday i can feel them back as a part of my very own body..

I am sure and hopeful about resuming my less hectic professional life by May first week.. rest perfect as body only pains during exercise and when i sleep rest all under control..

Do send me across the birthday gifts... since i wont be disclosing my address as my office guys will take me back so just wire transfer the amount would be more than happy and last date is 5th April

Also got a top secret weapon of being super powerful.. Thanks to Doc Suman Maám

Take Care All Living Beings..

Good bye time to do some exercise and  get ready for shirshasam and Killer Effective Massage..

:D

Reload

Its time for me to relax and let things go which are negative in my life..

Improvement after Water treatment is remarkable as earlier as i used to feel super low after the same but today is the second day i am feeling much better getting up was difficult but the rest was smooth as butter and things are improving even me as a person...

In ashram there are 2 amazing characters Sunil Shetty aka Abodh one with pure heart and full of dedication n devotion and second character is Bachhan aka Abhishek just inverse of Sunil Shetty..

Today me legs were put under tremendous pressure via different exercises and yoga postures.. and its just the beginning as from monday they will be again bombarded with lots of exercises with lesser gap..

I still fear for my neck when i do Shrishasan as its killer for me... Today even did the dog pose and its super effective for abdominal muscles.. From cat to dog going thru everything and finally aiming to be a human soon..

A week more and Rosh will be here for sometime been missing here since day one... Take care of urself and pls dont forget to get walky talky.. Thanks for ur presence and being there is darker times of my life but its soon going to be brighter as i can the light ...

Met Doc Suman Maám and Doc Manoj Sir after a long together and felt so happy.. They are the icons for me seriously and thanks 4 the rasgullas maám just had them 3 of them and they were delicious..

SWAMIJI and Myself have named my hip girdle as Sridevi as for last 2 days since we have started working on it.. it has started dancing as in feel i may trip anytime with lots of buckles.. But its all good as dead is getting re awakening..

At times I miss being in action back in office SENSEX, NIFTY at what price at what level what quantity what yield.. it used to be fun and life once.. but trust me guys HSBC is  the best place to work in banking and FS segment..

Ahh.. here comes monday and time for me reload and starting firing up again so that i can shoot MND out of my life.. and i am sure can do just few more days and i am back to 75%...

Thanks god for everything i am even loving this phase of life... Bless all and especially Doc Manoj and Me as we need ur blessings to make it happen for the world..

Take care guys time to call wife up and say sweetest dreams b4 i hit the bed and enjoy the feel of ZERO..

Cheers....

Shoot Them Up

Finally the final assault on the hip girdle has started and it looks very effective as weakness has come down n stamina is on the rise.. Next week and that's all and the final peak will be conquered

Planning and implementation is yielding into results.. as hip girdle is obeying my orders and during most of the yoga postures it is actually working on its own with full strength..

So far so good and i am sure soon my body will have the best of me and i'll be off these dark days of life which taught me the real meaning of human birth and my role play in the entire universe..

Will miss SWAMIJI as his conversations are the best and tooo enlightening for me and it has evolved me as a better human being and now i love myself more... infact more than HSBC now..

Just counting days and working hard on getting things back in shape as captain of my ship aka roshni will be here by 4th April so need to show her considerable improvement and get smiles back on her face.. I do miss you alot..

Protein diet is on with lots of fruits and cereals and they are really showing up in my health.. work outs on the abdomen is working like miracles..

Rest perfect down here do let me know if anybody who needs any help or support on getting over so called incurable MND just post a comment with ur email and i will get in touch with you.,,

God Bless ALL!!

Jai Hind

Enter the Dragon

Today i did the Shirshasam... head down legs up and it was terrible but effects were terrific i can feel the difference in the entire body its acting as an unit now..

Spine near the tail bone pains a lot and is still paining.. but i am happy that progress is better than expected and planned even SMAMIJI mentioned the same and i happy to hear that..

I am currently doing the Rabbit pose; good for thighs and spine, Snake Pose; good for abdomen and back
Fish Pose: Good for brain as blood gushes inside with full force and makes it more healthier
Flying Pose; good for calves muscles and toes..

There are many yoga postures aided by meditation which makes me feel more stronger and better,,,, The best thing is i can see and feel the improvement.. Yesterday night whole back, hips and thighs were in sever pain but when i woke up in the morning it was all gone and i can feel the strength back even did some walking which made it much better..

Today its panneer in lunch and breakfast was super healthy sprouts jaggery and lassi and i am loving it these days..I am happy today for one more reason as there is no water treatment today..as it really drains energy off..

Well today had a discussion with SWAMIJI and then i started knowing the reason why i came here.. He is the one who knows and does everything what i ever wanted to do and thats a secret by trust me its a fantasyland for me where dreams are coming true slowly...

Thanks for the prayers guys and gals...

Have a gr8 day ahead and yes DONT STOP TILL U GET ENOUGH..

GoD Bless All!!!!

Moon Walk

HOLI is over and it did bring in some colors to my life as SWAMIJI made me do some yoga postures which was tiring and painful as hell fire but had magical effects as i can feel considerable amount of energy and strength in my waist thighs and abdomen.. WE have planned to keep on doing the same for another 10 days as i am sure by 6th April the day legend was born things  will be better than the best as its improving and it makes me very happy and blessed that i am at the right place getting the right thing done with holistic effect and gods around aka SWAMIJI and MATAJI..

Yesterday had joy ride with 2 dogs named NATOO (labby) and Sasha( Mix German Shephard) to ORMANGHI a place where new ashram is being built and these dogs they jumped over me howled and did everything except biting me..

There at new ashram first setting of my waist and abdomen was done and guys trust me i lost my self was shouting like a barking deer and cursing myself with SWAMIJI forcing my body to the limits.. It lasted for 3-4 minutes but effects were too good i can feel better with my legs and mobility  And i am sure this exercise for 10 days and make me run and gallop like a horse... Time to get into the TimeMachine and be 18 back again i guess that;s y i got this..

Thanks for ur prayers guys...

Cheers!!!!

Festive Time

Had a bad start with two falls as leg couldnt obey my instructions bloody rebels.. Since then i have launched full scale attack on them..Pushing them off limits every hour need to make sure that they accept my dictatorship..

Weakness still persists after the water therapy but thats normal as my abs and abdomen are getting stronger i can feel the same..I accept good recovery after the full moon i dont know but i get this strange feeling i hope its true but this faith is making me go strong..

In India we celebrate festival of colors this sunday known as HOLI... and after marriage this is my festival and wont be there with my wife sorry dear but i'm aiming and trying for faster recovery but anyways we will have a blast time on my birthday.. forgive me this year sweetheart but will unite with you soon..

meditation is also very effective for getting the MND up and working i have been trying some for last few weeks and now can feel electrical sparks emerging from my brain ending up at my legs and it was a killer feeling i have started practicing the same thrice a day...

GOOD PEOPLE DIE YOUNG... but i'm not good so i will survive and sail thru this and i'm sure about it..

Still got many hill tops to be conquered, missing rock music a lot....

LONG LIVE EMINEM... 8TH MILE IS THE TRACK U NEED TO ENJOY..LOSE URSELF..

"Lose Yourself"

Look, if you had one shot, or one opportunity
To seize everything you ever wanted-One moment
Would you capture it or just let it slip?

His palms are sweaty, knees weak, arms are heavy
There's vomit on his sweater already, mom's spaghetti
He's nervous, but on the surface he looks calm and ready to drop bombs,
but he keeps on forgettin what he wrote down,
the whole crowd goes so loud
He opens his mouth, but the words won't come out
He's choking how, everybody's joking now
The clock's run out, time's up over, bloah!
Snap back to reality, Oh there goes gravity
Oh, there goes Rabbit, he choked
He's so mad, but he won't give up that
Easy, no
He won't have it , he knows his whole back's to these ropes
It don't matter, he's dope
He knows that, but he's broke
He's so stagnant that he knows
When he goes back to his mobile home, that's when it's
Back to the lab again yo
This whole rhapsody
He better go capture this moment and hope it don't pass him

[Hook:]
You better lose yourself in the music, the moment
You own it, you better never let it go
You only get one shot, do not miss your chance to blow
This opportunity comes once in a lifetime yo
(You better)

The soul's escaping, through this hole that it's gaping
This world is mine for the taking
Make me king, as we move toward a, new world order
A normal life is boring, but superstardom's close to post mortem
It only grows harder, only grows hotter
He blows us all over these hoes is all on him
Coast to coast shows, he's know as the globetrotter
Lonely roads, God only knows
He's grown farther from home, he's no father
He goes home and barely knows his own daughter
But hold your nose 'cause here goes the cold water
His hoes don't want him no more, he's cold product
They moved on to the next schmoe who flows
He nose dove and sold nada
So the soap opera is told and unfolds
I suppose it's old partner but the beat goes on
Da da dum da dum da da

[Hook]

No more games, I'ma change what you call rage
Tear this %^&$#&& roof off like 2 dogs caged
I was playing in the beginning, the mood all changed
I been chewed up and spit out and booed off stage
But I kept rhyming and stepwritin the next cypher
Best believe somebody's paying the pied piper
All the pain inside amplified by the fact
That I can't get by with my 9 to 5
And I can't provide the right type of life for my family
Cause man, these goddam food stamps don't buy diapers
And it's no movie, there's no Mekhi Phifer, this is my life
And these times are so hard and it's getting even harder
Trying to feed and water my seed, plus
Teeter totter caught up between being a father and a prima donna
Baby mama drama's screaming on and
Too much for me to wanna
Stay in one spot, another day of monotony
Has gotten me to the point, I'm like a snail
I've got to formulate a plot or I end up in jail or shot
Success is my only motherfucking option, failure's not
Mom, I love you, but this trailer's got to go
I cannot grow old in Salem's lot
So here I go it's my shot.
Feet fail me not this may be the only opportunity that I got

[Hook]

You can do anything you set your mind to, man

do watch the songs guy my personal fav...sorry for the explicit lyrics.

Dreams

Today was again the day for the water treatment to happen i got my nose stomach and intestine all cleaned up..

Weakness wasn't there today infact felt lighter and much better after the exercise.. and finally i'm promoted in my yoga classes and will be going to morning 0530 hrs classes..

I dreamt of football today and tigers and elephants.. wanted to play football in south africa and i was so happy to see myself dribble the ball post the goal post and after this dream i got a mission to fulfill this dream soon..

When i came here i was 77 and today i am 73 lost 4 kgs i used to fear this with muscle loss but doesnt look like the same as i can see excess fat from thighs gone..my hands have become thinner but strength has gone up significantly.. SWAMIJI feels 70% recovery is possible soon but i feel its 200% in sometime only thing is i should never ever give up as this body is mine and i am supposed to rule my brain and body organs they arent supposed to rule me..

I now have a role model for me who is the perfect icon to follow and recover also my personal favorite as we share many things in common apart from my title.. killing and swimming.. the only difference is it kills animals and i kill in PS2.. TIGER is the ultimately source whenever i meditate i focus on the eyes of the tiger and source energy from the same and i did it just once today for 10 mins and it was super effective i could feel the difference in limbs as well as mind it does makes u a sharper one..

The lesson i learned for the day is NEVER EVER COMPARE JUST KEEP URSELF AS A BENCHMARK FOR URSELF and when u do it then only u will rise and get out of sufferings..

Seems like with this I am getting my connection with the ALMIGHTY back and i am sure he will bail me out soon as i wont ever lose my faith or even an ounce of hope no matter how hard i fall when try to run or jump..
I will reach for the stars soon and see all of my dreams coming true in this life itself..

Keep the faith!!!

God bless all..

Doc Suman maám.. PLS GET WELL SOON I DO PRAY FOR YOU EVERYDAY..  :) TAKE CARE